Its about time i wrote this here.
Moved to
http://sarahclc.multiply.com/
Hehe...
Hmm... This is rather strange but i think... I need to pray for more "good" stress.
My exams are starting on the 28th and my last paper on the 9th of October. Somehow, although i'm studying... I don't feel enough "pressure" to push myself further. In contrary to what SOME people think, i am NOT a mugger and i HAVE to turn into one just for these few coming weeks. Haha. There is a significant difference between homework and mugging...! 
Hehe...
And i took these pics for fun. 
okok... really random :D
Now... I've gotta go. More homework and i've got... another 5 tests this week. *exciting*
I feel like posting something but I've nothing much to post about... Hmmm.
Ok, besides... School is starting tomorrow. Doesn't feel too bad cause i did go back to school a few times during the holidays. I almost had to go back everyday but some lessons were rescheduled so thats why i spend a whole day in school on tuesday. Hehe
Today is Covenant's 29th Anniversary! Hehe... Went for 8am service this morning. Ps Ed's message was really enlightening on the "Essense of Discipleship". Hehe
"If the basis of faith is based on seeing, the blind will have no chance to enter His kingdom. Walk with Him. Without faith, it is impossible to please God"... For those who have heard about some interesting conversation i had this week, you'll know why i think what Ps Edmund said today was so... ahh... I was just glad i was there :D But i wished someone else was there to listen to that message too. Haha.
"Truth does NOT change lives. Truth APPLIED changes lives. And CHOICES are APPLIED truths." ... wa, deep ah. Deeep. =)
And... this is for...(you know who you are...HEHE)!!! "Self-inflicted wounds are due to self-inflated EGOs"... HAHA =p
Well, I'm looking forward to the brand new week ahead!
"Lord, teach me to manage my time well cause I'm living on borrowed time. Train me to think as a Christian and BE a thinking Christian who knows Your heart/mind. Help me to trust You and not my own instincts so that i will see as You see and do as You say..."
This holiday has been rather eventful though its true that i spent most of it out doing work. Like... Monday at kristy's place... Tuesday was exciting... "Exicting" i mean. Was in school for lessons from 8am - 6pm. A few of us had an interesting chat with Mr Yosef too. Haha. Wednesday, met Grace and Jon Ng to do more work at bras basah. It was extremely productive and we only took 1 long break the whole day. Haha, 45 min break out of the many hours. Not bad k! Oh... No prizes for guessed where we spent that 45min :D Swee Lee! And i liked both the tele and strat i tried. Ahhh... Nvm. Went for dinner at Grace's place and she wanted to watch her 7pm show then we went to plaza to continue work. Plus i got a whole chunk of O level notes from her. Haha...
Thursday... Continued work. Met Eunice and Jon Ng at IMM. After Jon left, Eunice and I continued. But... Not for long. Haha. Till this "kiddo" ... BIG "kiddo" called cause he didnt know how to get to church for IDMC. After the many times he's been there. Ahh... Glenn doesnt know how to take MRT!!! So yea, hahaha... We went down since we were gonna leave soon and met him at Jurong East station. All the whines over the phone to hurry us went in vain cause... He was looking out for the wrong train anyway. The one which headed to Boon Lay... (Wow) Hilarious la! Haha... Yea... Friday, me and Eunice met in church again to ... do more work. Big kiddo asked to meet for lunch. Haha... And he went on and on and on about... mentoring. Which was quite funny cause he doesnt have a serious face and wasnt exactly serious! Dang. Haha... Then we went to plaza for dinner and continued at Mos Burger. Obviously her physics and my chemistry drove us a bit nuts so... We started singing really lame songs :p
Today... Had tuition from 9.30-11.30 (chemistry)... then rushed down to church to pass the Big kiddo a news article i owed him for er... 1 mth? Haha... And to talk awhile. It was rather rare seeing him serious. Can't believe it. Haha! Then met this 4 adults who came down for IDMC lunch break. So funny la. We were talking on and on about food etc... They actually found the people in our church rather... quiet and gentle like our senior pastor. But in contrast, they had impression that the youth were "louder"... Haha... Hmmm, i think its true in most churches too :p
Okok... I've gotta finish up some work now. As you can see, my holiday has been eventful yet... not very exciting. But i found it fulfilling being able to catch up with some people :D And... Get work done too. Haha :D
Nites!
"Politics isn't a career. Its a service." - Teo Ser Luck
Thats such a cool way to put it... haha :D
Going for the session last saturday was a great experience and taught me a lot more. At the same time, i found it inspiring.
And... The humility and integrity of the ministers struck me as a point which cannot be taken forgranted... Hehe
Really long day today. Can't beat last week but anyway, its long enough. Got home at 5pm after school. Had Emath level test which was rather challenging... Haha. But it was ok.
Anyway, looks like my holiday this coming week wouldnt exactly be a "holiday"... Oh well. Gotta go back to school almost everyday. Tuesday is the worst. I've got lessons from 8am-4pm. Thats like, a normal day or maybe slightly worse. Ahhh... *dang*
There's no lessons tomorrow cause of teachers day so... =) YAY! Hehe. There's piles of homework but i'll start on that after dinner. AND... get a realllly nice sleep tonight (i miss that... hehe)
These few days... I've been thinking of what i'll go into after secondary school and after my studies. Narrowed down to a few options...(yea, there's nothing wrong with planning or thinking and considering my interests...) but for now I'll put that aside and give my best here...first. The rest, I'll leave it in His hands :D
"God, my life is in your hands. I know you have plans for me...Plans to prosper and not to harm =)"
Sometimes... I have to admit that life can get pretty tiring. Ok, reallly tiring. Ha...But its in times like these I ask myself ... "Where do i find my strength?"
"In You In You I find my peace
In You In You I find my strength
In You I live and move and breathe
Let everything I say and do
Be founded by my faith in You
I lift up holy hands and sing
Let the praises ring!"
If my worship comes from within... I'm made to worship Him and its the way i live my life. "Do my actions and the way i respond in bad circumstances reflect Chirst as well?"
If it doesn't... "Am i truly worshipping from within in all circumstances...or only when times are good?" Sigh...
"Lord... Teach me to pray. Teach me to worship. Teach me to trust you. Teach me to love you... Train me to live for you alone..."