Welcome to this life
(different from galv one la... haha)
I have always felt like breaking down
I have always felt out of place
Like somehow I just don't belong
And no one understand me
I have always tried to run away
I have locked myself in my room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one heared me screaming
But Jesus knew what its like
When nothing felt alright
He always knew what it's like
To be like me
I was hurt, I felt lost
I was left out in the dark
I was kicked when I'm down
Felt like I've been pushed around
I was on the edge of breaking down
But Jesus was there to save me Coz he did know what its like...
Welcome to this life
I did wanna be somebody else
I felt sick of feeling so left out
I was desperate to find something more
Before my life was over
Someone told me about Jesus Christ
And i invited Him into my life
And everything just felt so right
And i knew he understood me
Coz he is the son of God
And he came to save the lost
He died on the cross
To save us
Now I’m loved, I was hurt
I was blind but now I see
The one way to enternal life
And it just takes a step of Faith
And now that I believe and heard the truth
That Jesus came to save me
I want you to see the light like I did
Welcome to this life
No one ever told you about this new hope
But now that you have heard this truth
Its now your choice to accept it
And feel loved for who u are
Jesus died 2000 years ago
You never have to work
Your way to salvation
Coz it was by His grace that he died for you
And you won’t…
Feel hurt, you won’t feel lost
You won’t be left out in the dark
You’ll be picked up when you fall
You won’t feel like you’re pushed around
If you’re on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
You will always feel comforted in your heart (in your heart)
To be loved To be found
To see the light again
Feel accepted
For who you are
To feel like you’re special in His sight
You won’t be on the edge of breaking down
Jesus’ there to save you
Now you will know what it's like
Welcome to this life
Welcome to this life
Welcome to this life
Rev Up
Went to church today for rev up at 9.50am... We went out agian to the neighbourhood to befriend the people... This time, i went with Denis and Carolyn... I duno why, but Denis has this thing in her that she is able to talk to the ah mah and ah gongs very well... haha... Maybe cause she acts and talks like one of them or something... haha! Probably cause she knows how to speak in chinese la... Sadly i can't really do that... haha! Anyway, we ended up talking to them... and they were friendly people... haha... Denis asked them to guess my age and they said "14"..."15"..."16"... I was like... eh... haha... "13 this year la"... Anyway... it was a great time... Met a little girl by the name of Tina from greenridge primary... She lives just opposite greenridge and primary 5... Just talked to her and she just said she was waiting for a friend to go to a birthday party, she plays basketball... But before we could talk anymore, her friend came... Well... Praying for her... :) Just thank God for the courage he gave all of us... to just go out to the community... and also thank God for giving us this oppotunity...! :D
When we went back to church, had a time of worship and prayer before we left... Again, matt talked about this Generation needing Jesus... and for us to rise up to be a Jesus Generation...! Indeed its something really strong that God is speaking to everyone, and especially youths in His church...
Comfirmation?
Its amazing how God works in people's lives right? How He works to put a message through someone or some people... Was just talking just now with a few other webs... And one of them just started talking about gangsters being "cowards" cause they gang up and can't stand alone...or something like that... And the thought of my previous post came to my mind... about them... their need for Jesus in their lives... Their need for a sense of sercurity... Or to fill an emptyness in their lives by doing things like smoking... together with their other "gang" members... *doh* But the truth is that wouldn't help them feel any single bit better... But instead, hate their life even more cause it just feels crap, and no meaning to it... Like the sermon in WEB today... feeling like no one understands them... 2 things that made me think even more about them... needing Jesus... Thank God for the powerful sermon today... which spoke alot to me too... gd nite...
This Generation...Our Generation needs Jesus
Ahh...! I typed a whole post yesterday and when i published it, something wrong and the page couldn't be displayed... *hate it when that happens!!!* Anyway i'll type it again... :-) okie... I a couple of days back... I was just sitting in class having either a super boring lesson, or teacher wasn't teaching... k, or maybe it was chinese lesson and i couldn't grasp a single bit of what my chinese teacher was saying... : p Yea, and i looked out side the class and saw a bunch of "ah-bengs" (those in gangs)... I then started wondering... Why do these people... Risk themselves to so much trouble... Just, disobeying the authorities... Is it that much of fun? Considered Cool or what? Somethings i just don't understand... *k, not saying i'm perfect la...haha, honestly, 1 rule i break in school is... Eating in class? haha... Not to go against authorities la... Duh, but sometimes can't help it after hours of lessons and ur stomach is rumbling? ouch...hehe...* Then i thought "maybe these are the people... really seeking for friendship? Or someone to accept them? Trying to fit in with their peers, ending up to have to change their character and the way God made them... Comforming to this world... *Romans 12:1,2* Or maybe... Just for so called "protection"/sercurity?" Thats just as far as i could think of... All those led me to this... The youths of our generation need Jesus!!! Jesus is our friend... Our best friend... *Song: Jesus u r my best friend* haha... We do not have to change the way we are to be accepted by Him... We don't have to try so hard to gain that friendship or relationship with Him... Jesus loves us for who we are... and just as we are... If they are searching for some reason... "protection"? *If our God is for us... who can be against us?* He is our shelter... Strong tower... Our very present help in times of need... We can find rest in Him... and sercurity... Where else do we have to search for? What else can we ask for? And the conclusion : Again, the youths of this Generation... Especially the "ah-bengs" NEED Jesus! They are desperate for the truth... but are blinded by the devil... To follow the patterns of this world... Pray for our Generation to be able to see the light... and for the christians that we may be the Jesus they see and know in their lives... That we'll be unashamed of the gospel... And reach out to our friends... Not just by inviting them to church... But by our actions... and words we speak... the way we think and behave, even our attitude towards our studies? Or school... *I'm trying* : p *Matthew 12:34 ".....For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks..."* And pray for our generation to be a Jesus Generation!!! Having a passion for evangelism... and be passionate about Jesus...! *Luke 10:2 "...The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into His harvest field." Continue living a PDA life!
*~Our Generation...Needs Jesus~*
Hmmm... Hi! hehe... i think this blog is seriously growing spider webs... have not been really updating... haha, more like advertising... LOL! Aniwaez... The past month... Has been rather a busy one... Cause i got SYF coming up next week... And i'll probably have to skip Web service this saturday... *awww* after the worhsip... Have to go to ACS barker for some full dress rehearsal thing till 9pm... Well, no choice... Was a busy month cause of all the practices, staying back in school for a hundred and one things... Secondary school life is really different from primary school life... Missed the times where i can just leave school after lessons without staying back for extra stuff almost everyday... haha... Last few weeks had to stay back for CCA on wednesdays, thursdays and come to school on saturday mornings... Just for SYF... (By the way, i'm in ELDDS(drama)... Dun laugh, i'm not joking...) lol... yup, so maybe thats the reason why i look tired on saturdays? :p I somehow, felt as if i enjoyed the time at school though... AMAZING! haha... This is a change that is a miracle, only God can do that man...haha... Anyway, cause i've came to this point where i started to think... "I have no choice, I have to go to school, no point dread to go to school every morning and drag my feet to school... Might as well just live this life to its fullest, and enjoy the time in school now, where God has placed me at this time of my life..." A few weeks ago, i somehow just sprang out of bed in the morning happily and started ptaying and thanking God for the day... i don't really do that la, i admit, cause i usually dread school... But since that day, i have been going to school with a more positive attitude, living for a purpose... :-)
Have a blessed week ahead...!