Sometimes when we are down, we feel like we're useless and helpless, no one cares and we just feel like the whole world is against us...Depressed... That how I have been feeling for quite awhile, but i was reminded by a great brother to me to run back to Him when we're weary and heavy laden... and he will give us rest, and in all things by prayer + petition lift up to Him... And we'll have the peace that surpasses all understanding... Those two promises really spoke to me...*thanks dear!* That we are special in God's sight! When we feel that no one cares, there is a God out there who cares every single bit for us! God bless and Take care peeps! :-)
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Sec 1 Orientation Camp
Hmmm, not quite a nice time for me... 3 Days of suffering and torture... You know the song "time of our life"? Yea, that was really the time of my life... But, instead, WORST time of my life... It was a total nightmare as i had actually expected already when they told us we were going for the camp... Not at all was I even a single bit excited... Yea, i was excited...Excitedly bored... The only thing that attracted me was the CRC (challenge rope course)...Which I actually did before... So i was totally UNINTERESTED in going la... To be it was a waste of time... I brought my phone on the first day and surrendered it to school... Sigh, really shouldn't have... That itself brought me down for the next 3 days of camp which was from wed-fri... That shows that i cannot live without my phone... The first day already, i missed my phone so much and was talking to my friend about getting it back or even sneaking it back... Yesh, thats how much i wanted to SMS and call home... One of the rare camps i missed home SO much lor... Missed proper good food, Missed the normal portion i usually eaet... They give so little food... Miserable and pathetic... My friends didn't want their banana... and some food... I was so tired and hungry till i ate it lor... Sigh... Thats how bad it is... It was a new camp site... Brand New... We are the first school to use it... Yea, and the place kinda dirty for a Brand New place... Crapz... Sigh, i missed civilisation so much when i was there... Practically seemed like i was in some unknown and ulu place in malaysia or something... trees all around the camp site... Yea, the only good thing there was i had more oxygen to breathe or something...*yea right*...lol, on the first morning... i had a flu, thought it was normal morning flu but it lasted the whole day till at night i had a fever... And my friend told the prefect in charge of safety and medical stuff... So he asked me go take a bath first... Haha, can take my time and bathe while everyone else had to Que-Up later on and take really quick bath... Then took medicine and talked to him awhile... Still felt sick... i actually teared that much till people thought i was crying but it was actaully my flu... and i wanted to go home badly... Next morning i had a slight sore throat and slight fever (subsided) and a flu... But the teachers did not allow me to go home... Was damn angry... haha... I mean someone not well don't let me go home coz my fever subsided... Then what... cannot rest ah... My group went trekking but i could not follow... (they went the same place we went at ambition...So i didn't really miss out either la! Haha) i hanged around for 4 hours being alone and at times talking to the vice head prefect and that safety head prefect... At the time when i was alone... there was a small "pond/river" and two streams of water coming down from two ends... at 1 end, the water that came down was dirty... at the other end, the water that streamed down was very clean and looked pure... along the narrow stream had rocks on each side... the whole "pond/river" was dirty... Mostly... But only one circle around that clean stream of water was clean and "pure"... I heard God saying to me that the rocks on both sides of the "clean stream" represented something like Jesus is our rock... and through him we are cleansed and clean when we believe in him... And the verse came to my mind "who may ascend the hill of the Lord? Only those with CLEAN hands and PURE heart" and the stream with the dirty water flowing down showed the world's filth and sins... All the non-belivers in the world... And our world is poluted but the things of the world... and not of God... And as i wrote earlier on the most of the water was unclean... To me, i felt burdened that we, as christians should reach out to the lost... "the harvest is plentiful...But the workers are few" After that, i went to my bunk secretly...sneaked there...Coz i wasn't supposed to enter the bunk without asking... But i just went there to pray for a little while... Thank God for that time... This is the first time i am writing this sort of things... Hope that you will be encouraged... reach the unreached... God bless...
HAppy New Year everyone! If 2004 did not seem the best for u... I pray that 2005 will be a new and fresh start for you!!! May YOu all Continue to be a blessing and be blessed! Have a great year ahead and trust in the Lord! And as we all go back to school this monday, shine for Jesus and remember... Romans 12:1,2! God bless