Dinner with Lo family
Came back from school half dead... Didn't really wanna follow my mum for her dance practice on tuesday... But i have to go cause go tuition with galvs...so i decided to go earlier to church cause Mun Tat told me Christopher was at church! So the main purpose to go early was to play with Christopher... When i reached church, i saw Christopher watching TV at the child care... SO CUTE!!! (Jan should be jealous by now) So i played with him a little while and went to the office where Matt was suprised to see me... :p (The fact was i was also shocked to find out he was at church on tuesday... Tuesdays are usually off days in church) Then he asked me why i was there.. I told him cause i had to meet Galvin later cause he teaching me chinese... Then later matt went to pick Christopher to bring him to the office then Rebecca came to the office and we all left to eat... I was supposed to meet my mum for dinner but she was a late casue she got caught up by traffic and told me to go ahead eat first if i wasd hungry... I was hungry... Mun tat was with me when Matt and family drove pass us while we were walking to greenridge and told us that he was going to greenridge with family to eat... Mun Tat and I went to Kopitiam look for a seat then Matt called Mun tat ask him if I wanted to join his family at Pizza Hut... Ah Tat thought that i cannot cause i was eating with my mum... But just when he hung up my mum called me and tell me go ahead... So i asked Mun tat to call him back and say I can join Matt and family... I forced Mun tat to come with me also la... Haha... Went to Pizza Hut and join them... Christopher was so cute! And he ate like... More than me... Wah... Like Father like Son... And for his age... He is really professional at eating ah... See him eat like pro like that... haha... He was really undiscribily cute!!! Thanks to Galvs and my mum or else i wouldn't have gone to church... Galv joined us later... But didn't eat... Cause he already eaten ma... Then He and Matt super jokers lor... Like Parents and teachers meeting like that... Matt was like asking Galv what he teach me and about my chinese... I was like.. ."Huh?!" But anyway, Chirstopher was so cute! (Jan must be getting more and more Jealous already... haha) God bless all... And see ya tomorrow at Re-tooling! Byez!!!
Yoz! I know i know i have not been updating for long... Loaded with school work everyday... And it's as good as 24 hours study cause even numbers go through my head when i'm asleep... Believe it or not, i even dream that i'm in school doing maths and english homework... Cause the last few weeks i had Softball Tournament... And guess what... Lost all of them... Oh great... But at least we tried our best and had fun it didn't really matter to us... Winning is the ideal but not everything...Learnt that from my "daddy" (for those who know what i mean) haha... Have a really really nice coach and yesterday was our last day with her cause it was our last game... Sigh... Going to miss her loadz man... The best thing about her is she just wanted us to enjoy ourselves... Play our best and as long as we just do our best it's ok if we win or lose unlike other coach who scolds and screams your head off when you lose... Fortunate me! :p Yup... So you all should know why you see me in church getting more and more "chao da"... My mum also shocked to see me so black suddenly...haha! What else... Stand under the scorching hot sun for 2 hours sure get free Sun tan la... But i can't tell the difference if i'm getting darker or not... Cause i'm not those kind of people who stare at themselves in the mirror for half an hour before leaving the house ma...Hee...(No offence for those who do that... :p) Best thing that is changing in my heart nowadays is that i'm getting more desperate to read the Bible... I don't know why either... It's suddenly seems to be more interesting to me now than last time... It seems to speak to me more now when i read it... I'm so glad... Can't imagine... Being a Christian since birth and not really reading the Bible until this year... Anywayz, i really really cannot wait for SonicFest!!! So exciting! I'm still trying to pick up the courage to invite them for SonicFest though... So please continue to pray for me ya? Thank you... See you guys at re-tooling tonight... God bless and take care!!!
Holidays Are Over... But i'm changed...
School started...Wish this never had to happen...Anyway, about the church camp...It was the 4 most enjoyable days of my life...serious. Never knew that God would have spoke so much to me in this camp. I went to the camp, expecting to have loadz of fun and worship, prayer...But it wasn't all that happend...on the second day of the camp, Andy was speaking about Stomping out hurts in our lives...At the end of the sermon...Matt told us all to write a list of all the people that have hurt us before in our lives that we can't really forgive...As i was writting the list. Thinking of all the hurts that i had in my life, i couldn't control myself but to cry...It was really painful thinking of all those things...I was tearing so much as i thought of my friends who totally hurt my feeelings as if i weren't a human and didn't have feelings...Thinking of those times made my heart ache...It was things of the past years that lasted till today. That very day was the most emotional day of my life when got really spoke to me to forgive them...I was difficult but i managed to forgive them. It wasn't just my friends that hurt me but my teachers and even my auntie. The hurts in my whole life flashed through my mind. The friends that betrayed me that hurt me the deepest...That pain lasted for 1 year before i could forget about it a little. "I remembered that when i was in Primary 1... When i was really fearful of going to school...I had a really "hot tempered" teacher that scolded people every few minutes...And even pull our ear...Pull our hand use ruler beat ppl...At that age i used to struggle going to school till one day my mum brought me to the principle...That time, the priciple was really friendly...She talked to me really nicely...And told me not to be afraid...Things like that...She became like my friend...Every morning i recall going to her office to talk to her...I Can tell you all i stopped going there already when i was primary 2...For about 2-3 years, When i don't think anybody at all at such a young age was getting councilling by my school councellor, i was...Must be thinking how dumb it is to get counciled all cause i struggle to go to school...But it wasn't just that...(other personal reasons i couldn't just type it here) 3 times a week i'll get pulled out of the class to go for couciling...But the councellor wasn't fierce. Thats a good thing..." I Thought of all the things that my mum helped me so much with and really thank God for her...I managed to forgive all the people who hurt me and even prayed a blessing over them too...Everyone was told to tear the paper (represent throwing away all the hurts in our lives) and throw it away...Matt came over and prayed for me saying he sensed a fear in me fear of rejection and things like that...It was true...ever since my best friend ditched me last time...I always feared that it would happen to me again and that ppl would go round telling the whole class to just ignore me and hate me all because i love God? Crazy people...Thats what happend last year...Sigh