Hey...i'm worried...Affraid...??? Not knowing what to do...The challenge is here...Sigh...
No tune yet but...
Just wrote this song...:
I WANNA BE A LIGHT
I don’t know how to be free
But one way I know is through you
I don’t know what to do with my life
But to live my life to the fullest
To the fullest with you
I don’t know how I’m gonna do this
But with you I know I can
Living in a world of darkness
I’m living for you
I surrender all
I want to be free from the darkness
I wanna be a light
I want to be a burning flame for you
To stand in the gap
Interceding for the lost
I can hide anything from man
But not from you
To light the world and shine
To reach the unreached
And to love the lost
I WANNA BE A LIGHT FOR JESUS!
God bless
Sigh...tune anyone? Help...hehe...Writting songs...But no tune! ahhh!!!
Unquenchable Worshipper
Jesus my beloved saviour
I will wait for the day I see your face
I will live my live for you, all for you
I praise your name for as long as I live
I thank you that I could
Praise your name throughout my live
I’m truly blessed that I could worship you alone
I could feel you presence here
And I will lift your name on high
One day your glory will be shone throughout the earth
My praise to you will never end
And I will never stop my worship for you
My worship for you is Unstoppable
My thirst for you is Unquenchable
I will be an Undivided worshipper for you
I'll be an unending worshipper for you
I should do what Grace did...haha
Thank Ya
Grace: For always being there when i needed help and sharing stuff...And for being as crappy as me!
Kelvin: Thanks for teaching me some Guitar stuff...Singing...And forcing me to do my homework... And for helping me when i need help...hehe...Thanks
Michelle: For being a great friend and for bearing mith me and my stupid jokes!
Euphe: Thanks for being such a funny leader! You're a rare funky one! hehe...And also for bearing with me...And my nonsence...*Remember to answer my question! And don't tell anyone
Michele: For hanging out with me and for sharing with my your cheese fries...Coke...And *FOOD* YUM!
Carolyn: For being our PRAYER WARRIOR! And for saying things that would not come out of the ordinary!
Mun Tat ( My very caring "ye ye" ): Thanks for joking around with me and being a cartoon! And keeping me company...Stuff
Ian ( Gor Gor ): Thanks for going shopping for B'day presents with our WG and for being my "Gor Gor"!
Me: For always being so Lame and for always being Me, myself and I!
GOD: For making me and for helping me and for being with me..."I LOVE YOU!"
And the entire WEB people for always being there!
Sorry
Kelvin: For troubling you...Which i hope i'm not...And hopefully not bothering you and disturbing you
Jan: For being irritated with you
Euphe: For Being crazy
WG: For making you all roll your eyes
Me: For being a loser and being stupid at times forgetting to learn my chinese spelling and get scolded the next day...Sigh
GOD: For sining against you...Sorry...Biggest Sorry
And to all i have not been super nice to...And i will try to be super nice to you all...TRY MY BEST!
God bless you all
Holidays
Wow...Cool holiday! Monday...went to school...Guess wad...i shouldn't have even went...Go there...You know what we did? Get more homework! Ahhh!!! And i finally finished it...Now then finish leh! Wah...Then...Went for P.U.S.H UP...Prayed for the Sonic Edge thing and Matt ( cause he going overseas ) ...And the good thing was, Michelle and Alicia came! Yeah! Hehe... TuesdayMy parents took leave...So, they took the family to the beach...play play...I brought the guitar...So nice to play in the open...Play how loud also nobody cares...haha...Cool right? Yea...Then on Wednesday! THE MOST EXCITING DAY of my entire holiday! I went to the Chalet!!! For the BBQ thing...Reeally cool...Stayed over...I came with Jan and YI Ren...only Galvin and Mark Chng was there at 1st...Cause the rest were still at their workshops and stuff...So we just hanged around and rest...then later Themis came back...He brought some CDs along with him....So we sat and watched "Wasabi"...( Wad a name for a show) Duh...Later on...kelvin...Dorothy...Mun tat...And all those jokers came back...haha...They all like so tired..So...They rest and sleep while some of us watched "wasabi"...Yi Ren decided to go to cheers...And we bought "Doritos" Then...Thats when Themis became crazy...Oh no...We all liked it...And got crazy over it...We ate like...Erm...3 packets in a day...(Of course share la...) LAter...Jason decided to go outside to play Guitar at the BBQ Pit that side...I joined him...Brought another guitar out...We played together until he had to go get something or do something...Wadever...Galvin came and we continued playing till Themis came back from fetching Clarice from the MRT station...We started Preparing for the BBQ when the outsiders around us already started BBQing...haha...Think of that...Big group of Losers...haha...So called...:P Took out the Charcoal...Wah...Our hand were how Black...Goodness...Esp Yi Ren's hand...haha...Then we gat some fire starters...If i not wrong we used 40 fire starters...haha...Marinated the chicken...And you won't wanna see the way Mun Tat did it...You wouldn't wanna eat it after that...*Yuckz* haha! Then i left with Ian, Clarice, Dorothy, Yi Ren and Jan to go for the PLANET SHAKERS Concert! It rocks man! Never went to a better one than that before! Wow! We were like jumping and having so much fun worshipping the Lord! We had to go out at about 8 cause we had to join the rest in the BBQ... went back to the Chalet...Borrowed Kelvin's Camera and me and clarice crazily faced the mirror and started snapping ourselves for donnoe wad lame reason...Clarice said it's for the fun of it...haha...After awhile, i guess i found it fun also la...haha...Then we went around... snapping here and there...Jason Galvin Kelvin and a few others including me, went back to the concert area to but CDs...I Bought the "reflector' CD...And here is the funny part...Galvin was buying some CDs too...Then he asked the person " Which is the latest Dick? " and he bought it... Just as he was like...paying...We all heard the Stamping feet! Oh my! SO many youths were like running towards Galvin and he got a shock! we didn't know what was going on...then we realized...It was because Planet Shakers band was gonna sign the disks! Galin was the 1st in the line! Wah! So "heng"! Me and Clarice ran to Galvin and cut his que...haha...We were so insane...Asked every member to "SIGN!" ...Run here and there just to get the signature! haha...Kelvin and Jason laughed at us...They say tat they saw 2 lil galz dissapearing in and out of the crowd! haha! We went back to the Chalet...so happy...haha...rest and went through a debrief which i was almost falling asleep...So i went to wash my face...haha...Then we had a really fun time...mark Lim adn Jason slept 1st...Themis...kelvin..Mun Tat and Me went to Cheers at about 3 am...Buy Doritos...And Themis was crazy...he was like..."Doritos...Doritos" In a crazy and funny way..haha...then we went back played Murderer and talked..kelvin slept..then we continued talking....Until 6:30am...haha....Everyone tired then thay all sleep...i nobody to talk to...So i also sleep lor...woke up at 8:00am...haha...Sigh...wad a nice day at the chalet...Thursday...Went to Mark lim's house...Fellowship...Talked and cooked! haha...then went for my mum's CG...thats about it...Today went for worship practice and stayied back to chop! Cause the sonic edge thing...They printed 1000 copies and didn't put the date! So we had to chop 1 by 1...wah...Went homw after that....And Update blog! haha...Thats all...See ya all tomorrow! God bless ya and take care! Bye!
I'm having a terrible headache...It hurts...What am i going to do? I'm sick and tired of my homework...I have not even finished it yet...I'm sick of going to school on holidays...Collcet more homework...My teacher wants me to aim for A* for all subjects and scrape through my chinese! What am i gonna do??? Or how am i gonna do it? I can't do anything about this except...Study which would leave me with more headaches!!! Help...I have not emailed my teacher my group project which we have not even discussed about! If my science teacher even remembers about it, I'll have to face the music...I want sometime to relax...I went to the beach today with my family...But whats the point when at the back of your mind, all i'm thinking about is nothing but, "I have not completed my homework..." I'm going for the BBQ at pasir Ris tomorrow...And i have to finish my homework today...HOw bad can this get? I wanna enjoy the next few days without thinking of Homework...Thats why i'm stressing myself up to finish my work...Sigh...I'm so tired now...the weather is making me sleepy... Thank God thing I still have him and my family to help me...There is smt on on sunday...and i donnoe wads going on either... And the worst thing is...I consider myself blurr...Cause i'm involved...lol...hahaz...I'm gonna be embarrased...Grace...meet up with u sometime in the week okie? SMS me...Michelle...When and where to meet to discuss the thing? Let me noe okie? God bless
Yoz all! Yeah...My previous entry was a pretty long one...So i think i should keep this one short and sweet...haha...You must be thinking why i update so often all of a sudden...Cause my CA1 is finally over! Yeah! Anywayz...ya...Yesterday, which was a friday, was a really special and unusual one! It wasn't a typical boring Friday. The reason is simple...There was less time for classes! How "Shiok" was that! Okie...i guess the only good thing about being in a catholic school is that there are masses at times...And lessons don't really go on cause 1/4 of the class usually goes for mass...So, we have free time! Yea! But...I didn't stay in class...I went for it...But, i didn't really listen to the priest and stuff...I went there...sit there...resting la! Air-con what! Haha! I went there to enjoy air-con...And the best thing was, teacher didn't give any homework the whole day! Wah...And the BEST of the BEST thing was that...I was able to go to church after school! I went with a good friend of mine to eat lunch at Plaza and really had a great time with her eating and being retards...:P haha...And after that, at 0230... We went home...I took my time, bathe, rest...Cause Matt say that i could go there at 0345 instead...haha...Cool...So i took my own sweet time...Stroll to the lrt station...stroll to church...Then help out and stuff...Photocopy...file...Sort out the paper...For the donnoe wad Spiders meeting or wadever it is la...then i went to westmall to meet my parents for dinner and went for CG with them...The children terrorise me ah...All wanna tell ghost stories...And they are younger than me...(I was the oldest)I So scared and they were so cool abt it! Wah...They all were like saying, " Sarah...You r the oldest leh..." I was saying, " I was scared of ghost stories since i was super young and i noe tat once i hear one...I dun dare go toilet ah!" ...Tats embarrassing...Anyway...In my mind i was thinking..."Dun act cool la...Think i donnoe...I last time also like tat...Act cool...like not scared...Go home...Cannot sleep...Freaking out...Sleep tat time must on light..." haha... Great...Now everyone noes my weak point...haha! And today...i went to church again...Did more fileing...Than photocopying...Than hole punching...haha...There was a spiders meeting...Then i brought some stuff to matt...He said to the Yals, " my personal unpaid staff!" haha...Joking la...Anyway... NOTE TO ALL YALS READING...( I ENJOY HELPING OUT...IT'S NOT CHILD LABOUR ) Haha! LOL....Kidding... then later...mun tat came...We packed the Grace sanctuary store room...haha...Then now..i'm back home and so super tired! Gotta go! God bless ya and take Care! See you all jokers tomorrow! Bye! * Verse below is a sent encouragement from Matt...Thx bro...
Okay....I'm very...very happy....!!! Today was my last paper....Science...But our form teacher told our entire class before the science exam paper started this morning..." Please...please...Do this paper properly and well...Cause your maths and english papers were not done very well..." After i heard that...I super duper "Kia Su"...Finish paper...Everyone like dozing off...wanna sleep...Staring at the white board...Doing nothing...I "Siao Siao" Check and check and check...until Times Up...(But...I donnoe why they allcan finish their paper like...20 min earlier than me...Am i slow or are they fast or...wadever...)haha... Anyway...Sometimes doing a paper slow is good...Accurate what...haha! Anywayz...English paper...I donnoe wads wrong with my school...Cause the close passage was so "chim" Hardly anyone actually understands it! Recess time we all blurr...Donnoe what the passage talking about! Goodness...Donnoe what cells and all the "chim chim" words...I got a shock...??? Is this a science paper or a english paper? Duh...i only understand like...1 quater of the entire passage lorz...my classmates also...everyone anyhow just fill in one answer ah...haha...But overall...The paper was quite Easy la...Maths paper...was quite easy la...No problem...BUT! Not enough time!!! I read the other questions...Mostly i noe how to do one! But times uP!!!! Ahhhh!!! Problem sums somemore! threw away like...20 marks! 4 questions not complete!!! AHHHHH!!! Die la... Won't get too high... So angry when i got home... Almost whole day thinking of tat horrible paper....Sigh...Chinese paper... Though i'm not too good at it...It's okay...i don't really understand...But can la...Donnoe why not nervous like last time... Must be the prayers by you all! I really hope and pray to pass my chinese...My mum andd family will be OVERJOYED... THanks for all prayers everyone... (For my exams)... Without your prayers donnoe what i'm gonna do...And maybe whould have been worse...so...ya...thanks... Okay..Enough of the exam crap... hehe...i have been totally fine...These days...Justthat having gastric now and then...pray for me ya? =) Breakfast to recess time is like...3 hours apart...And i don't usually eat alot for breakfast...cause i sleepy head...wake up at 0620 one...haha...So...No time...I know some of you might think..."Breakfast only...i also never eat one..." haha...But for me...breakfast is a MUST for me to eat!...So...everyday...i cannot wait for recess...after recess...cannot wait for lunch after school...hehe...Whole day hoping to eat lor...haha...And the worse thing that happend today was...I was verylate for school...Everyone in classs already...Then i walked in...Can't stand it...like VIP like that...Wah lao...So "Pai Sei"...Know why? Usually... My mum wakes me up la...Cause alarm clocks don't work on me...Cannot wake up though i hear it...(Won't even know i'm hearing it...) So, my mum sets her own alarm clock...and wakes me up...But...Today., she wasn't well...Rashes...And if i'm not wong...the alarm clock didn't ring too...Sigh...I am supposed to be in school by 7...But i woke up at 7...I rushed...And i think i hit the worlds record for getting ready to go to school...I rushed...Brush my teeth...Changed...packed my bad...(Which didn't really need to be packed...Just take out a few books...) Ate a cheese and all those....I did it within 12min...UNBELIEVEABLE BUT TRUE! i reached the school at 0727a.m...And the worse thing was...The exam starts at 0740...So...I dashed throught the classroom...Between all my classmates table...And RUSHED to me seat...Teacher turn ard and saw me..I think she also blurr...haha....I sudenly appeared... haha...And 5 min or so...She started to give out the papers...Wah...Just enough time for me to catch my breath...God bless all and take care...See ya all on sunday...