A Release
Who am i now
Am i still the same
Seems like i've changed
What do you do
At every moment as i think of you
All the things which used to be
Every memory which never belonged
Nothing but regrets are all i face somehow
Do you remember way before then
When even my eyes seemed to glow
Now all thats left are those eyes
Filled with nothing but remorse
Where am i now
Still in that very stance since we turned away
Dazed through each mid day thats where i am
Soon i'll be left alone
Left far behind in this state of anguish
I'm sorry this is how i am
The fact that i can't move on
Trying to let go is all i can do
I've said no for a reason
Simple as a means to show
What i've always said
Which has been nothing less than true
But it looks like you've seen it different
From that instance i knew
It was all i could do not to break down
Looking at the gleeful faces around me
Wasn't of any help at all
I wondered, what was it that made them smile?
I've tried to fight it
Denied all pessimism to the best that i could
Though all has been said
And all has been done
You don't even know how hard its been
-Sarah
Maybe cause i let it be
Your actions ripped a wretched heart
The prolonged despondency of great torment
Dejected in desperation, she strived to stand
Only to find it just wasn't the plan
"Jealousy " by Queen
"Oh how strong can you be
With matters of the heart?
Life is much too short
To while away with tears
If only you could see just what you do to me
Oh jealousy you tripped me up
Jealousy you brought me down
You bring me sorrow you cause me pain
Jealousy when will you let go?
Gotta hold of my possessive mind
Turned me into a jealous kind"