Okie! I'm back! People like carolyn dieing to have something to read...:p Well, not like my blog so interesting like that. Or maybe to some it is...? Hee...I have not been updating cause i was packed with so many things to do everyday, school, CCA (softball), church...haha! Well, on the 26 May, I totally regretted going for the police carrer day thing. Cause it was awfully BORING...I was like, "OH boy, wat have i gotten myself into when i could be slacking at home...Resting, or doing something much more productive like reading the Bible or smt". At least most of my friends regretted too. Sigh, What a waste of precious time! The next day was more Productive at least it wasn't a waste of time going to church to help out...? Muahahaha...Matt talked to me and Jan about the YPM Mushy thingy...After church was also so fun! Went with a group of jokers, Jason, Galvin, Mark, Kelvin, Mun Tat, Henry, Lin Yi, and a few others watch "DAy After Tomorrow"! Super cool show! I Love it. It's so real...One of my favourite shows! Haha! Highly recommanded by me! 5*...:P (If you trust my rating with shows la...Don't come after me if you don't like it...Not my fault, cause u got poor taste with show la, haha) On monday, I went for push up. It was definately very
different from the ones we had throughout the year...(Matt gave something Like a miniature sermon) It made me realize that reading the Bible wasn't as "boring" as
i thought. I always told myself that i will read at least 5 chapters or more a day and finish reading the bible in a year or more. But i didn't make it. Did that for 2 days and gave up and started reading as and when i like to and after months, or even a year of no disipline, i only finished 11 books of the bible and 8 of them are the super short ones :P haha. To be honest, I have stopped reading for a really long time, i really don't have the disipline to sit down and read. Cause it does seem really really wordy. Hee... I never ever read the bible like how Matt explained, go deep into it and study it. During his esplanation, I realized how important it is to read when i really wanna rise up and get out of my comfort zone or be a WEBBER. I thought to myself "How am i going to lead without knowing the word of God well?" And it wouldn't be good to give others wrong information about the bible. So i had to know the bible well too... That monday, i figured that reading the bible is interesting and fun too...Is as good as God talking to us...I then told myself that i will read the bible daily...Read at least a little a day. During the prayer/worship time, when I prayed, i felt really different. I used to be really afraid of praying in groups or even out loud. Cause i really don't know what to pray. But i knew that we should let the holy spirit intercede for us. I just didn't know what to pray. On monday, i just prayed like never before. i wasn't as afraid to pray in the group though i was slightly nervous still, I wasn't scared. But only affraid i pry the wrong thing or something. And when i prayed out loud, everything just came out and i knew i wasn't the one praying. I knew it was truely the Spirit. Praise God! During the worship time, i was really touched...It was the first time i cried for my lost friends. I always knew i had to have the passion for the lost. And i prayed for it too...But that night, i finally felt the real push and urge, passion to bring them to Christ. I told myself I would invite them to come for Reflector sunday, encourage them to come. But i won't force... Maybe the last time i was SLIGHTLY pushy. MAYBE. I'll do my part and let God speak to their hearts. I won't invite them by own strength but God's strength. Later on, I closed my eyes during worship and i don't know why i saw the entire front portion of the church main sanctuary Packed with People young and "not so young". I knew that it was the alter-call. And I wanna see that happen on REFLECTOR sunday! Praise God! God bless you all...See you tomorrow at church camp...Bye