Some wounds take a longer time to heal than others...
And turn into scars which can never disappear...
Some things just could never be forgotten...
And you'd wish the "backspace" key worked in life...
After a night of tears were shed...
You'd know not all friends could be trusted...
And find out its all just a lie...
Dragging someone down that trap...
They steal from you all you have...
And take away all that matters to your heart...
Pushing you aside to watch you fall...
Then you see a special someone...
Reaching down to pick you up...
Saving you from ur deepest pits...
Your lowest moment in life...
Taking away all your pain and humiliation...
All that you were meant to have faced...
He smiles at you like His child...
You see the love He has for you...
And you learnt that He died for you...
He felt worst pain u endured...
More rejection u ever faced...
All just to save you out of love...
You tell Him that you want Him in your heart...
To spend ur life with Him forever...
And be with Him for all eternity...
You finally feel a sense of security...
And u know you found love and someone who cares...
Your life is changed and all u wanna do...
Is to live and tell everyone else abt this love you found...
And this special someone...
I've found that love... Have you? :)
Joey, Erica & Kezia trying to act cool... I emphasize... "trying"... Haha... Erica, u look wrong lahhh... lol!!!
oook... A nice picture of erica and kezia interupted by some...er, nutcase... and i wonder who that is... :p
Erica, Mathew and Me aft math remedial :D heh
*dont jump!* ;p
heh... its so much easier posting songs that speaks of how u feel, rather than typing it out since someone else has felt the same way before and wrote about it. (there always seems to be someone out there who has felt and gone through the same thing you're going through..) so it saves time too... ;) haha... But anyway, will post a bit today...
Yesterday was a super long day... Had to do timing for sports day, stand until my leg tired lah... Heron got over all 2nd! Yay...! Evening, went to Joey's house for class party/justin's farewell party... Hee, Joey's dog soo cute!!! And ate whole lot of food there lah. Shiok... haha...! Thanks to joey for ordering so much food... :p I super love lying on the balcony "star gazing"... hehe... Anyway, had a great time! Reached home at about 11.30pm.
This morning went for walk a jog... Met Ee Lin at 7.45am at woodlands mrt station and went to the church site with her. Me and Bee Em decided to go for the 3km jog, and i nearly died... Haha... Actually, i kinda dragged her to jog with me... hehe :) After that, went to causeway point with my WG and theresa's WG... Jeanette and Ee Lin were there too... I was a bit crazy lah.. haha... somehow i was laughing for no apparent reason kind of thing... ok nvm, hehe...
"Back home Off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard"
-Cemetery Drive-
~My Chemical Romance~
Like a stranger in the crowd...
Reality an illusion...
I'd give up anything...Everything
Just to have you stay...
"And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you"
-Fall to pieces-
~Avril Lavigne~
"... guide me, change me, help me to live a life that pleases you..."
THROUGH IT ALL
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with your hands
And lead me in your righteousness
And I look to you and
And I wait on you...
I'll sing to you Lord a hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me
And Im carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Hallelujah...
Hallelujah...
Hallelujah...
Hallelujah...