Sunday, April 30, 2006
Beneath that smile are the tears of a torn up heart, beneath those tears lay the hurt of 13 years...
Will someone cure the swelled red eyes...
and the open wounds with added salt in flaming acids
bring me back to life- 10:01 AM
Friday, April 28, 2006
You can say what u want about me... do what u think i deserve... spit on me like the ground... cuz i dont care what u think of me... your words are nothing but noise... your actions nothing but movements... Go ahead and make use of me... Maybe i'm just meant for you to step on... I dont feel like myself anymore... No more who i used to be. I dont feel as if i exist any longer, maybe thats what u wish were true... Could anything heal that broken heart or the painful memories that are left? Dry the tears i have always shed on countless nights. Cure the numbness i now feel. Take away these sleepless nights filled with tears...
Is life nothing but a nightmare in reality?
bring me back to life- 5:46 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
I just can't live a lie - Carrie Underwood
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can’t watch you walk away
Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we’ve been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?
No, I can’t learn to live without
And I can’t give up on us now
(Chorus)
Oh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I fell cause I, I just can’t live a lie
Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
No, I can’t learn to live without
Ohh, so don’t you give up on us now
Ohh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I fell cause I, I just can’t live a lie
Ohh, and I don’t wanna try
Ohhhh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I fell cause I, I just can’t live a lie
I just can’t live a lie
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I fell cause I, I just can’t live a lie
Oh, I cant live a lie x2
bring me back to life- 8:12 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
I Still Haven't Found What I Am Looking For
"I have climbed highest mountain
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you
I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire
I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well yes I'm still running
You broke the bonds and you
Loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for..."
bring me back to life- 9:58 PM