After all that had happened
After all those tears already shed
After the pain i felt all that while
I thought the best way to end all that
And let it all out
Was to run back to you
Little did i expect any of those
All i wanted was to get it off me
But i didnt expect the reactions that came
After so much knew about how i already felt
Till this hour i can't get over a single thing you said
I thought i'd feel better after the sleep i had
But guess whats the first thing that came
The moment i opened my eyes
Tears streamed down my cheeks again
And i wondered why it had to be
Always me to be hit that way
Isn't a nice way to start a day full of papers
Exams on my weakest...
Now i'm sick and i'm tired
I couldn't focus a single bit on chem today
My eyes all puffy when i got to school
I struggled to keep them open as i sat the papers
Flashes of last night and all the emotions
Washed over me again and again
My mind drifted, i must say
And i couldn't control my thoughts
I wanted to tear and give up right away
But i did my best to sit right through
The moment i came home and entered my room
My real self returned right away
I thought of you and started to cry
Why do i face this all the time?
Sometimes the people whom u love the most,
Really do care the most.
Yet there'll always be many things they do,
Which are so hard to understand.
Many things they say,
Which hit too hard to continue to stand.